2011
I look over my 2011 post and a lot has changed since the first post to the most recent one. I’m not on here as often but there’s times in my life that are so impacting that I express them on tumblr. These past months, I’ve lost a friend and an uncle. it was hard but it’s only made me further appreciate my life and those who are in it . Life changes.. I’m not as close with friends I had, I met knew people and fell in love all over again. It’s been one crazy ride that I can keep on writing about but the screens too bright to continue.
Boy you got my heartbeat runnin’ away
Beating like a drum and it’s coming your way
Can’t you hear that boom, badoom, boom, boom, badoom, boom, bass
Yeah that’s that super bass ♥.
I hate feeling like I’m the only one trying. I hate sitting around in the middle night of the night trying to call you repeatedly having to hear the tone of your voice mail instead of the voice I want to hear, yours. I hate texting you getting replies hours later, one worded responses or even no response at all. The next day we fight and yell pity words at each other, tossing around I’m sorry - I love you, like we actually mean it. Now it seems like this is the same routine over and over again, and I wonder why I’m still putting up with this. Here I am, wanting and wishing that you cared and still wanted to try. But who am I to even want and wish that when it takes two and it feels like it’s just one person nowadays…just me.
(via candyylv)
* god could only judge me.
so dont go round playin' gods role my bisssh .
follow me & i follow back . :)))
